A Bluer Sky
“Hey Bren,” he said, softly.
Instead of simply rolling off her
side toward him, she raised her upper body and peered back at him beneath her
armpit.
“Come here,” he said.
She withdraw her eye from the
self-made peephole and then did roll over until her body came right up against
his. He slid his hand up the back of her
loose blouse and the feel of her bare back drove away any coherent or
intelligent thoughts he may have had.
The sun rose.
Later, in William’s truck, they held
hands until they reached Duck’s Diner on Main, where they shared a breakfast of
eggs, bacon and grits. Each had a small
plastic cup of orange juice and each used the diner’s restroom before they got
back in the truck.
Brenda Sue’s world had opened up
that summer in a way she’d hoped it would but had never really expected. The sky was bluer, the clouds whiter, the
blacktop blacker, and her parents and their prohibitions harsher than ever
before. A voice spoke out of the heavens
directly to her and it was more imperative than any voice that issued from the
pulpit on Sunday. This was the voice she
would obey because it came not only from the heavens but from inside her as
well.
William had expected nothing much
from his summer. He’d been working on
the farm with his father for as long as he could remember and now that he made
it through high school, he’d expected more of the same but without the social
opportunities that came along with attending school. There would be no more school and he was
happy for that. But there was a sadness
too that bit at the edge of a longing he spoke of to no one and rarely
acknowledged even to himself. He met
Brenda Sue at the Fourth of July celebration at Jefferson Park and his entire
life began changing after that. He was
more quiet and thoughtful over breakfast than before, but no one noticed. He walked taller and stood prouder than ever
before, but no one noticed that either.
He smiled more often, and at times when in the past he would have merely
maintained the same old grave and stoic expression. No one really noticed.
William’s mother and father, like
their parents before them, were farm people.
They said it themselves fairly often by way of explanation or
extenuation. Simple folk, modest and
unassuming. When a crop matured, they
harvested it. When a cow came to term,
they calved it. When a child misbehaved,
they slapped it. And if a horse broke
its legs, they shot it.
William’s father was named William,
and he called his son Junior. William
had been called Junior by his father for so long that he had never thought to
question it, and in fact, scarcely even noticed. William’s mother called her son Will. He was their only child and they loved him
quite as much as most only children are loved by their parents. He had worked on the farm alongside his
father ever since he could walk. There
had always been a dog on the farm, and the dog’s name was always Fido. When one dog died or disappeared, another
always showed up soon after, and they would feed it and call it Fido.
When William’s truck rolled up late
that Sunday afternoon right around mealtime and William brought Brenda Sue
inside the house and introduced her to his parents, they smiled and shook her
hand and insisted she join them for dinner.
This, in spite of the fact—or maybe because of it—that William had not
come home all night. They sat down at
the table across from William’s parents and ate together with little
conversation beyond compliments on the meal.
With Brenda Sue beside him, William sat at table and ate in a way that
was different, and what’s more, different in a way his parents noticed. And when William’s father told William to
“Please pass the gravy, Junior,” Brenda Sue looked up, all sweet and innocent,
and asked, “Why do you call him that?”
And that was the moment when
everything changed.
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